Over the past few weeks i've been thinking about becoming a hermit-ish person and doing some seriously deep study through several different religions... I don't know what really brought this on but it's starting to be one of those things i REALLY have an undeniably STRONG desire to do.
Normally when i want to do a study on a certain religions it's because i want to see what is so attractive about such a religion... But right now i don't know why i wanna do it...i think it's an underlying "Need- to- know" type thing.. Cuz i'm one of those people if i have a weird question or just a question in general that someone can't supply me with the answer with i'll go find the answer myself. And it's been happening a lot lately to the point where it's kinda creeping me out.
Besides that i've discovered another thing about myself that i never put together... I'M OBSESSED WITH EGYPTIAN ROYALTY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now Obviously i'm not DEEP into it i probably will be at some point but who knows how far... i'm more into the more well known royals i.e. Cleopatra, Nefertiti, King Tutankhamun, Ramses II... etc. But dang... everytime there's a special on television about them or there's something in the paper or what not i've just GOT to have it!!!
Likewise with British royals... and no i'm not talking about the current ones.. I'm talking about the ones during the Tudor and Victorian reigns. And it's one of those things if i decide to do this study in those other religions i'm going to likewise probably go into the history of the Egyptian and British Royals.
But obviously i've got to have another source of income for all this if i'm going to go into seclusion.. So i've been looking into at home jobs.. even avon O.O and i've yet to decide on anything but once i do...and i'm successful i'll be ready to do what i feel this strong need to do...
