I recently transferred from one store to another and i worked last Sunday for the new store but i haven't gotten paid for it yet. So other than that i got paid for the rest of the week but it's not enough for me to survive especially since i have to pay every week just to live where i am.
I'm stressed on other points though, I have cats to feed and take care of in general and also i have to do laundry at some point but it seems like its always between that and feeding myself and my boyfriend until he gets some money to help out. Then it turns out i just wash my clothes in the sink instead of actually really washing them. So the cats stay fed and then we stay fed.
On another note. Something that has been really bugging me for awhile and i just can't get around to saying it to her. My best friend still has feelings for my boyfriend. She and i had discussed things much earlier then when he finally asked me out and she had told me that [when] he asks me to just go for it because she would rather him be with me than some b****.
At first when i talked to her after we got together she wouldn't really talk to me then she would and she would say how its better or how she doesn't want to talk about it even though she's the one that would bring it up.
Now, every time we talk even though she has a boyfriend, she's for some reason still "getting" over mine. In my view though, if she's still getting over mine then she shouldn't be with someone else and trying to love them. It's not fair to them and not fair to herself. I can't stand it any longer and when she asked me what was wrong last night it took everything in me not to tell her off. I don't know what's wrong with me and I don't know if the next time we talk i can keep myself from saying something.
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